frustratedRe-thought JS!fic for 2067047127th time. This is the worst revision of all, because it might change the ending! Well, I guess it doesn't, because I wrote the ending first. But it kind of changes the whole tone of the fic. I'm annoyed with myself for being such a sap. You would think with my training of watching Cantonese soap operas I would feel perfectly inflicting all sorts of horrors and tragic endings upon my characters, but no ... blah.
And why is it perfectly acceptable in Chinese textbooks to make 7-year-olds read stories about people dying alone, penniless and utterly miserable? And 13-year-olds read about servants in rich households following in love with the master's son, and then drowning themselves in a well because they realize they can never be together?
QUACK! Hopefully, I can leave earlyish today and watch the game liveish. So nervous. *weeps* I will be much with the shrieking and screaming and possibly crying.
