You know Julianne Moore's character in Magnolia? The trophy wife who finally falls in love with her husband only when he's dying?

That's kind of how I feel about writing "Eros". It's the first thing I've had difficulty writing and complained about writing and grumbled about, and now that it's almost over I'm really getting into it. ;) And I haven't quite decided how to end it.

Watched the season premiere of "Buffy" tonight and it was amazing, as it always is. Joss Whedon is my hero. Him and Neil Gaiman.

Going to sleep now, got a line from "Enigma" that expresses the same sentiment I began with:

The truth is, she's never really liked him as much as she likes him now ...

Now that he's crippled and almost dead.